Somehow back to life

Hey gals,

It's a little over a week now that Baby's gone and we try to adjust to life again more and more.
The last week I cried once nearly everyday but it's better now.
The loss is still heavy on my heart but we need to continue with everything so I'm trying to post normally again.

So I'll start a little pic spam of the last week now~
Before I'll post my make-up tutorial finally today or tomorrow and blog about Connichi. ♥

I'm sorry that there are no real outfit or make up posts - I just wasn't in the mood.

My (fake) Ma*rs babydoll arrived! *3*

(I don't care if it's not original. lol)

Also my secondhand dreamv set arrived!
I wanted to have it for so long!! :33

(no make and hair, as I said. lol) 

And now more of a 'Best of Socke'-spam!! ♥♥

She gets much happier and more open-minded lately!

I think you can see a lot more hapiness and thankfulness in her face now! 

Derpette.

My lovely girl ♥♥

She even walks by herself now! (Haha, that sounds stupid.)

Lash and collar are totally okay, she even wants to be the one going in front of us and she looks after us, very protective.

At home she's also not so easily scared anymore.. and she learns so fast! Happy happy happy!! 

..And now onto the bigger news:

There's someone trying to ease our pain recently. Honestly, we wanted~ to wait a certain time.. but life without a cat is just unbearable!

(And no, just keep your shitty comments to yourselves, I won't be letting you judge us because we own one~ cat and one~ dog. LMAO) 

His name is Muffin and he's made of pure cuteness. ♥ 

At first it was quite.. strange and it was hard for me to feed him from the same place I fed Baby..

And he also sleeps on the same spots as she did.

But he's so lovely, wanting our love and attention almost constantly, giving little 'kisses' and sleeping right beside us. He's also very talkactive and I have a feeling as if there's someone short, black and white with a game controller up in heaven... 

Week in Dortmund, wig & whishes

Hey gals!

So since yesterday I'm visting my mother for a week.. today is grandma's 82nd birthday :3'
And because it has always been like that I don't really think about Valentine's day or stuff. xD; (Poor Aiji, me knows...)

My grandma doesn't like me being all dolled-up so I had to stay a little 'natural' without lashes and stuff today. Yeaahrr.

Okay, my make up is still very heavy... but that's how I am. lol 

When I arrived yesterday the post was full of awesome things for me. *__*
I got my Team LM.C stuff finally, earrings for an upcoming cosplay, wig for this cosplay and something cute and great I got on ebay from a nice girl. ^__^

She said it would fit an S or M, but it fits perfectly on my tigh, eventhough I'm not that small or thin there! *Q* Awesomeeeness. 

And that's the wig... do you remember? Yes, for Kuu-chan from Devil Kiss. 

Now I just need some good bronzener which works on my pale skin..
Recently trying Yves Rocher's one.. I'm waiting for something to happen. lol 

... 

The last days I always found something I totally wanna have while browsing..
It's a Ma*rs onepiece (rather a shirt on me) and it's sooo gorgeous! ;A; 

Totally fell in love! (Okay I want to have nearly everything from Ma*rs... but gaaaah) 

Aaah but it's sold out anyways, so... u_u; And even if.. no moooneey. lol
(Anyone wanna steal it somewhere for me? No? .. Awwwn.) 

Well, off to my grandma again! 

Again a Shooting with Rito! Ma*rs Style.

Hey gals!

So today Rito, Aiji and me met up for the first time this year, as usual, to take some photos! :3~
We went to our local harbour here in Duisburg.
It was so fucking cold! Brrr...
But I love the photos we took, kiyaaah! >3<  Rito is just awesome. lol

With our cute Emma. <3

Most beautiful it is. Derp.

Why are you so cute, little dog?! ;A;

I'm always unsure if my legs aren't too.. big for that kind of style.
But somehow I feel that I don't want to be a thin gal with no feminine curves at all.. so I get more confident.
Does anyone else see it that way? That skinny isn't always beautiful?
I wonder..

Japan Special Part - New Year's Sale: Ma*rs and AP Fukuburos

What couldn't I miss during our stay in Tokyo?
Of course - the 7 days new year's sale!
There were two things I wanted to have so badly: A fukuburo from Ma*rs and one from d.i.a. - My most favourite brands!

(What are fukuburos? Fukuburos are lucky bags, which countain the doubled amount of clothes of what you payed for it. Mostly the price is 10,500 Yen.)

...But it was impossible to get one from d.i.a...
It was already sold out at 7:30 in the morning! Dx Why?! And I also saw people with more than one bag from them.. that's so unfair! ;A;
(And everything told us the sale would begin at 10... >> So we were there at 9 but it already opened.. like.. wtf?! I still don't get it.)

The 109 when we arrived.

Jiji was sick that day, but she got a cute fukuburo from MarpleQ, her favourite brand! :3

 And seeeeee what I at least got?! Yeah, a Ma*rs fukuburo! It was a small suticase! *___* 

I was so happy that I got it!  ^o^ (Next to the 109)

Aaaand we met a really nice german girl there! ^__^
(She is also the author of some famous fanfictions...ehehe.)

Together with her we went to the LaForet in Harajuku. 

We just wanted to have a look.. and I thought I might get something from Angelic Pretty..
So we waited in line to enter at the top of the building... and when we got in I had to kinda hurry 6 floors down to where all the Lolita stuff is.
But I got a fukuburo from AP! >3< 

So now on to the lucky bag opening!
First the Ma*rs one...

I love it's design so much. >3

A top.

A zipper jacket.. so cute with the ribbon

A pullover

A mini skirt

And - my dream jacket!! *Q*
I always wanted to have it! I couldn't believe it.

AP was a full white coord... ♥

The biiig bag!

Super cute white bag

A very small shirt Oo

Socks.

Hair ribbon

And the cute salopette! It's a bit short though.
But with bloomers and a petticot it will fit.

Aiji and her new stuff. |D

Everything fit quite well, eventhough it's only japanese size M. I'm happy. ^^

I looove Ma*rs! *3*

...and Jiji again. >D 

Next up is a part about the rest of our stay.. the Budokan live on the last day gets a special entry. ^,^/