New header & special February Inspo

Hey people,

I changed my blog layout a little, as you can see.. and I got a new header!
It's made by Senya and it's so so so beautiful!! Thank you very much dear! ♥♥♥

( I still need a proper and fitting background though.. help is appreciated.)


Also, I want to talk about a special inspiration for this month.
This year began with me thinking about who and what I want to be and - taking action!
Aiji and me started dieting and we will fulfill ourselves a dream in March. :3' Hehe.

Tumblr keeps my mind very active these days - besides learning for my Japanese exam soon - and maybe I've figured out what I want my appearence and my image to be like.


I want to be a gyaru like that...

Maybe a mixture of sometimes being a little classy - more the Anegal than Oneegal - but I also don't want to lose the rockish and rebellious Ora ora and 46gal touch.

....with a body like that... 

But I wanna be inked like that... 

I know that I can't be inked everywhere~ because of possible future jobs but I've made up my mind regarding that a long time ago. So no rude comments please. ^^

So for achieving all of that I'll need a lot of time, strength and money, haha. 

I know that but I'll try to accomplish most of that through this year 2013.

What do you think? Would all of that be suitable for me? 

...So wish me luck and strength please! ♥ 

Kabuki RockStyle February '13

Hey gals,

Finally my semesterbreak began! (Which doesn't mean I'm going to relax.. my Japanese exam is at the end of the month!! Help.)
But we started it with a party in Essen at the 'Opium'.
That's the place where our favourite J-Rock and K-Pop party "Kabuki Rock Style" took place.

Shinpei, Aiji and me got ready at our place and when Rumi came in the evening we started drinking..
At 10PM we were in Essen.

Here's my FOTD.

Hair was much more poofy in rl...

New favourite pic! ^^

I used my new Princess Mimi Apple Green contacts from GEO. ^^
I already loved the Sesame Grey one's before. 

So we went by train, of course, trying to finish our alcohol. xD;

My beautiful darling and me. ♥

Shinpei and Rumi. ♥

In front of the club we met Lina and many of my university friends, soo great!

It was so much fun. :3'

Rumi, Lina and me. 

Club. 

But then.. inside the club...

I had the worst.. breakdown because of Alcohol since.. 5 years? :'/
I'm still shocked because I don't know how that could happen - I hadn't drunk that much actually!

But Aiji went outside with me and a bit later I was kinda fine again.

Though... I don't remember like.. 60% of the party and what I did? lol

(Had no hang over the day after!) 

Anyways, here are some pics with a totally wasted me!

Shinpei, Melanie, Caro, Helena, Theresa and me. ♥

That's how I saw the club most of the time. lolol

Melanie and me. ^^

Wasted Shinpei and me. xDD

All in all I have to say that the party was.. okay. Far not the best. 

The club was small, dirty and dark. 

Also way too crowded and smelly and hot... D:
I'm a bit disappointed..